MotherofAlex, I admire you and your strenght. I was once a single mother and I know how hard it can be. I have been married now for 18yrs to a wonderful man. We have a 15yr old daughter(dove). She keeps me going. It is wonderful how you kept going even with all that was on you. I suffer from agoriphobia and have just recently started being able to leave my home after years of confinement. My goal now is to locate a used laptop somehow and take some online coarses to better educate myself. People like yourself are an inspiration to others out there. God bless you and your son Alex. Kim kimpadgett@yahoo.com